"Why did you ask me that all of the sudden?" I finally mustered. "Do you have someone in mind?" "Are you leaving me already?" I was shooting him with all of these questions disregarding his attempts to answer at least one. It was as if I was just asking for the sake of formality, the answers were meaningless in actuality.
I wasn't heart broken, I was unprepared. It was too early. I am still strong and able to run the shows for him. "Why did he want to start a new life?" was the last question that lingered on.